Tears drop on the guitar...

This few days I have a very complicated feeling.
Alone at home, I strum on the guitar to get rid of my boredom. Singing the hymns that I used to sung all the hymns that I loved… in my four years university life.
I notice one hymn named “Lord, You are my beloved!” singing over the hymns, without my notice, tears drop unto the guitar. So much memory refreshed…
Lord, You are my beloved…
It’s not for me. I am too complicated. Clung unto so many things that drag me away from what I suppose to be. I still searching for me myself few years back! Where am I??? The real Yun!!! Where is it???

Life with simplicity. Pure heart.
A new start for me. Everything a new start. Forgive me if you think that I’m selfish!