I could only said that, I could only view colours.. patches of colours!!! Other than that I could see nothing! If I were to be placed in the photos which colour I choose to be? Red, yellow, marroon, blue, cyan, grey, black...
I'm the one who determine the colours of my life..
Though most of the time I can't change the outward situation. I was forced to do things and was forced to be placed and to be forced to be who I am.. There is one thing that I realised, even thought now I was in grey, little white dot in grey could brightened up the grey. Who is willing to place that little white dot in my life?
A friend of mine, remind me of colours that he had lasted spoken to me before met a misfortune and left. I hate this kind of feeling.. not only grey but black.. so dark that I could see NOTHING!!! Just NOTHING.. I thought my life is going to be grey and black forever.. I close myself up from colours..
Luckily, God still have mercy on me, He give me few dots of colours (bright colours) that ensure me that I still have lots of hope.. He gives me stars...
I see bright dots..
I'm thankful that I was still given a chance. Though I'm not sure how long would I be here.. but one thing for sure is that I still have you. I have all of you.. my dearest frens, family, brothers and sisters.
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