This is the 200th posts for this year. I'm not sure whether this will be the last closing post for this year.
I'm not sure what to share as I got such a complicated feelings. From the start of the meeting till the end, I was just like an idiot, a stranger in the midst of 'normal people'. I felt so awkward, thinking of escape but I still manage to hold to the end and leave with a smile carved on my face. I really wonder since when I began to put on mask whenever there is a meeting.
I don't know whether what I did just now is right? I just have the feeling that I am not going to do it alone. Eventually, I remained silence when it was my turn to sing the hymn.
Not going to describe it in details ~
In short, I am lost.. Totally lost and scare of weird practice.
Gosh ~ what happened to me?
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