The Best Love for The Lord

Loving You, Lord's all I'm living for;
Loving You, Lord, to the uttermost.
Lord, forgive me if I've left my first love,
That's the bridal love to You.
You are more than anyone I love.
You are more than anything I have,
Even my dear self; nothing can compare
To my beloved Bridegroom.

I give You the first place in all things by faith.
Let nothing take Your place in all my heart.
Infuse me with Yourself abundantly
'Til we meet, dear Lord.
I'll love You with the best love.

You've the right to take all that I love,
But replace it with Yourself much more.
You are what I need, give Yourself to me,
Do not give all that I want.
Everything is sure to pass away,
Everyone is going their own way.
But I still have You and You have me too,
Loving one another's sweet.

I treasure my time alone with You,
Just to gain the best love You long for.
My dearest Husband, draw me with Yourself
Into Your chambers right now.
Be the first in all my work and life,
Be the first in all my service too.
In relationships, You must be the first;
Have preeminence in me.

This is one of the hymns that I love the most. The hymns that encourages me and lead me unto the path full of thorns and thistles. 

I'm not sure how others view on my - a bold and dare trying gal? 

By the way, every time when I came of the juncture of my life, I'm scare! Just like ordinary gal, I'm scare on the way before me. But who knows? Who cares?

Lots of pressure was put on me recently and for sure I was suffocated. But who can I turn to? 

Thank God. When I take Him as the head, all things is well..

"Be the first in all my work and life,
Be the first in all my service too."

There is nothing I could do but trusted myself in the hand of God. He is there, leading me through the whatever path that He had laid before me.